I hate when I’m all alone, thinking to myself;
“wow you’re kind of shit", but aye you’ll figure it out.
Just not today I’m a little busy having a drink because I’m out,
If you try this number again later,
It will ring out again.

I’m caught up in that dream, where everyday’s something,
I mean I say something... but it all amounts to nothing
at the end of the day, except for,
the ashtray at the pit of my stomach and the ever building fear that it all means nothing.

So I keep myself running,
I keep myself burning,
i keep everything not on my mind churning,
Dancing in delirium,
Surrealistic idiom,
That I’m living my best life.
Don’t look at it, you’ll make it worse,
Just Be careful, don’t let it burst.

Trust me this is what I know,
didn’t you here,
Ignorance is bliss, and there’s fear in the air,
It’s too sorry, too late you’re stuck in it now.

I'm hypnotised by the light, I’ll never see,
I’m mesmerised in a high, just leave me be,
Illuminated. I can see that I’m crucifying my mind.

This is how I cope with things, you don’t know,
What the fuck I’m going through, you don’t know,
what goes on in my head, it’s an endless cycle
that plays everything that’s wrong with me.
This is how we cope with things, you don’t know,
half the shit we lie about you’ll never know,
what goes on in our heads it’s an endless loop
that screams you’re not good enough.

So I’ll do what I want,
spend what I can,
Running so fast,
Don’t give a dam.
Living my life,
That’s what I say,
All in your eyes,
I’m not okay.
I know it’s crazy,
I know it’s weird,
But you know, I know what I’m doing.
So head off little man,
Step off young girl
Back the fck up and give me a twirl.
This is what we’re living for right now,
This is what we want right now.

Trust me this is what I know didn’t you here,
Ignorance is bliss, and there’s fear in the air,
It’s too sorry, too late you’re stuck in it now.

I'm hypnotised by the light, I’ll never see,
I’m mesmerised in a high, just leave me be,
Illuminated; I can see that I’m crucified in my mind.

This is how I cope with things, you don’t know,
What the fuck I’m going through, you don’t know,
what goes on in my head, it’s an endless cycle
that plays everything that’s wrong with me.
This is how we cope with things, you don’t know,
half the shit we lie about you’ll never know,
what goes on in our heads it’s an endless loop
that screams you’re not good enough.